Bad trip na tuliro na hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko ba, parang nasisiraan na yata ako ng ulo sa kakaisip.
Sa loob ng ilang taon ko bilang isang binatilyo, pilit ko pa ring inaalis 'yung idea ng hindi ko pagiging straight. Nakakainis kasi, e. Sobrang nakakainis.
Sa loob din ng mga taong nagdaan, masasabi ko namang hindi na ako bago sa mga bagay-bagay na ginagawa ng mga taong hindi straight. Siguro naman, hindi ko na kailangan pang ipaliwanag kung ano ang mga 'yun. Haay.
I've been into previous same-sex relationships before. Pero ewan ko ba, parang hindi ko talaga makita 'yung patutunguhan ng mga ganoong uri ng relasyon sa pangmatagalan. Haay. Sinusubukan ko namang maging ayos ang lahat, pero hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko pa rin makita ang sarili ko sa ganoong kalagayan.
Sorry sa post na ito. Puro rants lang.
The Atomically Hottie (Whatever!)
- Atom
- Atom is an eighteen-year-old guy who is currently undecided with his life. Although this is the case, he tries his very best to live as if nothing unusual is happening inside of him.
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4 comments:
even an unstraight person can become successful in his/her life as long he/she does what is right and just. forget what other people may have to say about you. you just have to be true to yourself and try to know who the real person you are by lookin' deep down into your heart and askin' HIS help and guide. :)
make up your mind. :) learn to accept lang siguro who you are and like what old people say "have fun" lang habang may panahon pa. yung hinahanap mong pangmatagalan dadating din yun, you just have to wait till you get there.
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i have added you na nga pala sa aking links.
Maybe your previous relationships do you no good. Well, tama ka naman na these kind of relationships, kadalasan di tumatagal. Try to work that out nalang. Try to stay in the relationship na alam mong magtatagal. Invest feelings sa partner mo :D Yun lang. Marami ako kilala na into these relationship na tumatagal naman, maybe, kaya di mo din magawang i-long term kasi nga hindi yun ang hanap mo, baka benefit of your katawan lang.
Hey, I linked you up :D Link mo din ako! :D
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